Secret Devil

It’s a secret not to be told
In the heart forever I will hold
Never will it be forgotten
You will never find it rotten
It cannot be understood by stones
But only by those who moan
Sometimes it does blind me
Pleads me to set it free
The pain is such, it brings me tears
Choking me in the darkness of fear
Then I lay still and let it out
And do nothing but shout
But don’t let anyone hear
Don’t let anyone come near
Because the secret is my own
And only to me it is known
I won’t let you know it ever
Maybe that amounts to never
Because the secret is my own
And only to me will it be known.

Emotional healing

Where is the real world,
From which I have been forever hurled
The false images around me
The illusory sphere of existence I see
My life is a world without emotion
Somewhere inside lies the commotion
The end of the past part
Has brought about a change in my heart
The turn I do not understand
I don’t see nobody to give me a hand
Those memories are fading away
Though I know they are meant to stay
The tears are like a sea of lies
Sometimes the tears come to my eyes
But are terrified to breathe the air
Anyway, never with me it was fair
Its thoughts still rules my mind
And my heart just makes me blind
It pleads and asks for mercy
As all of my fears I foresee
I pray to Lord for all my feeling
For all that I need is an emotional healing.