Emotional healing

Where is the real world,
From which I have been forever hurled
The false images around me
The illusory sphere of existence I see
My life is a world without emotion
Somewhere inside lies the commotion
The end of the past part
Has brought about a change in my heart
The turn I do not understand
I don’t see nobody to give me a hand
Those memories are fading away
Though I know they are meant to stay
The tears are like a sea of lies
Sometimes the tears come to my eyes
But are terrified to breathe the air
Anyway, never with me it was fair
Its thoughts still rules my mind
And my heart just makes me blind
It pleads and asks for mercy
As all of my fears I foresee
I pray to Lord for all my feeling
For all that I need is an emotional healing.