Spideritis!

I saw a tiny little spider crawling on my mountain-like hand..on usual occasions I would squash it. But for some reason I decided to observe it instead. As I played with her emotions by offering her to climb from one finger to another, I made my own conclusions on the life of a spider. That tiny being doesn't know I am watching it. It just moves in the same speed all the time, only pausing to turn if I disrupt its way. What is her purpose in life? Is it just walking? She is all by herself on a strange place and she doesn't even know she can be squashed any second by me. She doesn't know she is being watched. What would be her fears like? Would she be fearing death? would she fear being alone? Or is she looking only for her mate on this gigantic endless world? What would it be like to be a spider instead!
5-02-12